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Post by Nedjo on Jul 25, 2007 20:48:38 GMT -5
"No...I am sorry I do not remember you...." He said with a saddened tone looking at the earth. Lana and Amoro had wondered a little bit away and were looking at the waters edge.
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Post by Silence on Jul 26, 2007 10:47:55 GMT -5
Silence smiled faintly, "In a way, that is good. In a way." She sighed, laughed slightly, "Its funny, I am the one that told you to forget everything. I am the one that has ruined it all." She shifted, sitting down on the bank of the lake where the water came in and formed the small cove. "You know, Midnight died here." she paused, as if telling him this would have some effect on him, "This is the place where it began, where my life was written. Where Nights fate was decided, where the moon touches the ground." She smiled, "At night, this place is supposed to be magical. For me it is right now, for others they have to see it in order to know the beauty." She looked at Nedjo, a pain in her eyes as her own pain went through her. In time he would have to remember, after all she couldn't hide her secret forever. She couldn't hide her life, couldn't hide his life. She knew, she knew and she didn't. She knew when it would happen, when her life would be torn into pieces by a birth. When her life would be filled with pain and hate, but at the same time love and forgiveness. It was odd, what she had seen. The wolf, the pup, so small and yet so strong. Destined to be more than her, more than any of then. Just a pup, just a pup . . .
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Post by Nedjo on Jul 26, 2007 11:04:50 GMT -5
Nedjo sat down next to her gazing out at the waters and smiling..."I...do not know who or what you are you truly talking about....But those wolves must have been important." he said as Lana had pinned Amoro and was chewing on his ear.
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Post by Silence on Jul 26, 2007 11:14:28 GMT -5
Silence nodded, "Midnight was a Mystic, like myself. He died during a war, and left his daughter, Night, alone as an orphan. She too was a Mystic, but she gave that up to be with who she loved. Even when the one she loved was dead." Silence looked away, "I did not do that, I could not do that because I am the only Mystic left in this pack, I am the one meant to save them. Not to abondon them just to live my own life with who I love. Though, I still left them. Simply to be alone for a while."
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Post by Nedjo on Jul 26, 2007 11:16:51 GMT -5
Nedjo looked at her...feeling some pain from her. "Then they must be worried for your safety? They must be looking for you..." He said with an eager tone about him.
The two pups continued to wrestle and play...making some rustling noises behind them.
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Post by Silence on Jul 26, 2007 11:20:48 GMT -5
"Even if they are, it doesn't matter. Even if they find me, nothing will be different. I will still have lost the one wolf I love. I will still have lost-" She cut herself off, not wanting to scare him by saying she had lost him. "I will still have lost him." She sighed, "Nothing will ever change that, and it is my fault he is gone."
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Post by Nedjo on Jul 26, 2007 11:25:40 GMT -5
Nedjo sighed looking at the waters.
"Perhaps you will find him again....you never know..." He gave her a gentle nuzzle....unsure of why he even did himself. He pulled back. "I'm...sorry I did not mean to do that...I do not know what came over me. "
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Post by Silence on Jul 26, 2007 11:44:16 GMT -5
Her eyes went wide as he nuzzled her. She watched him, almost tearing. "It-" She looked away, "Its ok." She couldn't breath, couldn't see. Her eyes were to clouded with tears. She felt like nuzzling him back, telling him everything. Telling him, everything. Even the secret. Even the troubles. She sighed slightly, not wanting to look at him for fear she actually would tell.
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Post by Nedjo on Jul 26, 2007 12:27:50 GMT -5
Nedjo looked at her...ashamed at what he had done. He felt that he hurt her in some way....
"I..am sorry..." He said again...his ears flat against his head as he just stared at the ground.
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Post by Silence on Jul 26, 2007 16:53:13 GMT -5
She mumbled something under her breath, and then looked back at him. She just looked at him for a moment, a slight sigh and then she spoke, "Don't be." She smiled faintly, "Don't be."
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Post by Nedjo on Jul 26, 2007 17:50:25 GMT -5
He returned the faint smile and nod and turned to check on the pups who were laying on one another.
"Do you think you would be able to take me to your back? I mean if you can. You said you were a mystic and I thought maybe you could see or sense where they were. " He said with a kind and questioning tone.
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Post by Silence on Jul 26, 2007 18:17:57 GMT -5
Silence sighed, "Nedjo, I think it would be best if you got your memory back first. I just don't want-" She paused, "I just don't want you to remember some things about yourself." She made a mental note, 'Like you and me, like your demon side, like the fact that you are a-' she stopped thinking, she could not even say it to herself. She could not even think it.
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Post by Nedjo on Jul 26, 2007 18:21:16 GMT -5
"I dont know what to say.....I...remember...but I dont..." He said shaking his head and gazing out at the water.
"My father once told me that no matter where we go our past will follow us around like our shadows....We can run from it but it will always come to confront us and we must be strong when we face it....so I think in time I will remember....." He said going off thinking of his father and mother...before he heard one of the pups whimper...
"Uncel Nedjo.....We're hungry..."
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Post by Silence on Jul 26, 2007 18:27:48 GMT -5
Silence just watched him, she could not say anything. What would she say? She had to tell him, tell him . . . everything. The sound of the pup brought her back into reality and she looked down at it. "Nedjo. I think I should tell you everything." Looking back at Nedjo, she spoke slowly. Almost painfully, "You and I, we were mates. During the war, when I became a Mystic. I was told I could not love any longer. So I had to try and forget, I could not. We stayed together, but then I lost our pup during battle. Tannock killed our pup." She paused, trying to find expression, some glimmer of memory in his face. She had only told what Nedjo had known, what he had known. She would not tell him that the pup had not died, that even now she could feel its heartbeat. That even now she knew the pup was still Nedjos. She could not tell him, nor any other.
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Post by Nedjo on Jul 26, 2007 18:30:25 GMT -5
Nedjo looked at her with shock. He could not think straight. He tried piecing things together but there was pain...something trying to block it....but yes...he remembered....
"S...Silence....I.....was a father.....Tannock...Teethakin..." He naming things, images that popped into his head.
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